What is that balance?
I need a new place to braindump. While on the plane back from portland, I was thinking about how I’m looking for a balance in restoration and pushing myself forward. It’s not easy to be going both forward and back, or perhaps it’s a bit of pushing forward with the things that bring me a sense of restoration. I’m not sure which it is, but I am going to discover that. While I was away in Portland I was talking to my mom about the things that stress me out and it is unique to have family listen to your stress cuz you know they take it on like their own suffering, if not more so, and when you get their support it feels to me like I have the world’s support. Even with friends, I feel alone. Everyone has their own life they’re more committed to make happen. Family is the only one that will assist you as they would assist themselves. So what do I mean by balance anyway? I’m still exploring this thought, but for the most part I think i’m looking for something that centers and recharges me...