A loveless life?
I saw a psychic yesterday and have been fairly bummed out about what she told me. Ultimately, nothing is set in stone, but I can't help but feel like relationships will be a frustration of mine for a long time and I feel like I have to come to terms with it, which I am resisting. Ultimately, though, no matter what people say, I still have my own mind, my own fate, my own life. What do other people know about me and what it is I can do? If I want to find the love of my life I can make it happen. If I want kids, I can make it happen. Apparently I will have the finances to make it all happen and I know myself better than I am willing to admit. I am more powerful than I am willing to admit, so there. Maybe this will be the fire under my butt to make my dreams come true. I'm mentally scattered, possibly pre-pmsing. My mid-cycle moods were STRONG this time, so my PMS may also be STRONG this time. It is about 2 weeks out so I think this is typically when I start to feel something...