Diary #13: Life in the Balance

"this feels unfair" is the first feeling i get of "No one is looking out for me" All i have is just me. 

My therapist and I are going to try brain dumping and not solutioning so much. I'm nervous tomorrow about tomorrow and porting winston thru the cold. he should be able to make it. I'll pack a stroller, the blanket, and put him in and then rush him over. Tonight i'm gonna put the bed in a mattress cover and watch some Starwars game play. Wud liek sum internet tomorrow. Forgot i have gym tomorrow, hopefully that'll pump me up!