New Yorker trying to live a healthy balanced life in this modern and fast paced world. This my documentation and reflections of my journey to be grounded as life pulls me in every direction.
PMDD
Get link
Facebook
X
Pinterest
Email
Other Apps
-
So turns out i have PMDD, i don't really know what to think about it besides all my irritability making more sense. Eh.
I hadn't known what the term meant, it basically means the non-tangible 'spirit' of a thing inside a physical embodiment/hardware of a thing, but the two are distinctly separate and the 'spirit' thing can react unpredictably or beyond the bounds of the hardware. I always thought this was true, back from that one theory of knowledge class I took in highschool. I thought the mind-body debate was always compelling: What bodily limits could you exceed with the power of the mind? I've always believed the mind is stronger, but as I've gotten older I also understand the body impacts the mind as well. I think it's definitely something newly aging folk learn (aka. everyone hitting their 30s). For example, I can no longer go without sleeping. It feels terrible. I can no longer eat whatever the hell I want. I can no longer push myself to work harder and longer without need for recovery time. I didn't get super far in ghost of the machine. Maybe philosophical re...
Today I'm cravvy. I'm fixating on relationships. If I'm doing the right thing. Doubt sits with me. How much of you is okay to exist. How much of you is too much? The warning alarms in my head are so hard to ignore. What did I say about you? Doubt leaves me feeling dread. It makes me anxious and depressed. Specifically in relationships. but also other areas. None of it is that bad. So mebbe make a note. But no fuss?
Comments
Post a Comment